Daily Poem: Beechnut ~ Arisa White

July 25, 2017 | Filed Under Poem for Hela | Comments Off on Daily Poem: Beechnut ~ Arisa White

Beechnut
~ Arisa White

A Charlie horse passes through the wound
set years ago. Winter in the mountains, the beech
twisted and it was paper we could use. In that
classic way, seen on TV, wanting one day to be
that girl, you revealed your Swiss army knife
and the bark knew we would. Maybe we scared
away the owls who may have nested there
and everything was the perfect we loved. Our
initials traveled to heart, aged our presence
to diaphanous, to shirr between thought and
sometimes we move on. What is planted is
resilient; its shell grows spines, the nut a sweet
portion, hints close to satisfaction and its how I
come to understand our touch. Woodwinds have
memory; I haven’t advanced beyond Twinkle Twinkle
Little Star, and the tapping on the streetlamp was often
opposite notes we shared. We engineered shepherds
to herd our swords, Oakland felt similar disharmony
and built a lake to meet the need for breath and matter.
Water finds scent and apology and people to beach
on its cusp. Reminds the heart there are summer
dresses to be worn, and twirling that happens in them.

Beechnut Tree

Beechnut Tree

Spread for Dealing with Anxiety

July 24, 2017 | Filed Under Uncategorized | 2 Comments

When you are feeling anxious about something, try this spread to sort out your thoughts and feelings. By identifying the genuine worry at the root of the anxiety, and resolving the misperceptions which feed the anxiety, you will find a way to redirect the anxious energy into positive action. You can use this spread with runes, Tarot cards, or any other oracle you prefer to work with.

Spread for Anxiety

Spread for Anxiety

1. Where you really are. This is the reality of your situation.

2. Your (mis)perception. The distortion of your perception, which contributes to the anxiety.

3. The root of the anxiety. While you may be reacting to incorrect information or off-kilter perceptions, something is bothering you. This position identifies that cause.

4. How to address the misperception to return clarity to your perspective.

5. How to address the root cause.

6. How to strengthen your current position to meet the situation with calm and confidence.

7. Encouragement for moving forward; something to look forward to as you work through this process.

Example reading: The client is preparing to leave a long-established career for a job that pays much less, but is closer to his heart. He is feeling anxious about the effects on his financial situation, and is wondering if he’s made a bad decision.

Anxiety Reading Example

Anxiety Reading Example

1.  Perthro/Chance (reversed). The reality is that people navigate this kind of transition every day with success. For many of us, though, it’s easier to imagine failure than success. Success is just as likely, and I suggested he examine his expectations honestly. It has been years since he’s been new at his job, his company, or anything else, and that fear of failure at being able to do the job is amplifying his anxiety.

2. Yr/Focus. The distortion is thinking only of the possibilities for failure, and not allowing himself to consider that he will be alright financially instead of struggling, and that, in addition, the quality-of-life changes provided by the new job will provide the emotional satisfaction he is currently missing and makes up for with spending.

3. Wendhorn/Cycles. The root of the anxiety is the timing of the change. He wonders if he should have stayed at his current job longer, in order to save more money. While he could choose to do so, he would miss this opportunity that fits quite well with his interests and values. In this particular situation, the time is now; he could opt for later, but the second opportunity may not be as good or as suitable.

4. Kenaz/Torch. He can address the misperception by shining light on his assumptions and seeing things as they really are. (Sometimes the Runes just hand it to you on a silver platter.)

5. Berkana/Rebirth (reversed). He can address the root cause by paying attention to the cycles of the change. Trees don’t grow during their winter dormancy; bears don’t hibernate in the summer. He needs to be aware of his own energies and process, and trust himself to take the right action at the right time.

6. Ear/Grave (reversed). Ear is another rune connected with time, representing the slow, organic process of change. Reversed, it signals either the completion of the process, or an acceleration if it’s not yet complete. Given that the root cause of his anxiety is a concern about timing, Ear is encouragement to relax on that point. It indicates that he’s begun the process, so he can relax into it and trust himself to navigate it well. Ear further advises him to be prepared for unexpected opportunities which may bring in the timeline; he may find his financial worries dissipate more quickly than anticipated, whether through an early raise in salary, or some other kind of bonus.

7. Ac/Oak Tree. The encouragement is the strength and flexibility of the oak. Grounded in a a genuine desire to make this change, he can allow himself to be flexible as the situation unfolds. Angrboda is associated with this rune, suggesting that he has the wisdom and internal resources to succeed, and he can proceed confidently. Through the oak, Thor is also associated with this rune, so strength (again) and confidence (again) and hard work will get him where he needs to go.

 

Daily Poem: Valley of Morning ~ Donald Hall

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Valley of Morning
~ Donald Hall

Jack Baker
rises when
the steeple
clock strikes three
to shape dough
into pans
and wed pale
rising bread
to the fire,
trays shoved in
clay ovens
over wood
coals. After
the summer
sun touches
the church’s
steeple, he
pulls from his
bakestove two
hundred loaves,
crusted brown
with damp fire
inside. Now
the valley
of morning
wakes breathing
bread’s air, fresh
loaves for the
day’s mouth, for
meadow, lane,
and row house.

Bread photo from CreativeCucina.com

Bread photo from CreativeCucina.com

Daily Poem: Everything Is Plundered ~ Anna Akhmatova

July 23, 2017 | Filed Under Poem for Hela | Comments Off on Daily Poem: Everything Is Plundered ~ Anna Akhmatova

Everything Is Plundered
~ Anna Akhmatova

Everything is plundered, betrayed, sold,
Death’s great black wing scrapes the air,
Misery gnaws to the bone.
Why then do we not despair?

By day, from the surrounding woods,
cherries blow summer into town;
at night the deep transparent skies
glitter with new galaxies.

And the miraculous comes so close
to the ruined, dirty houses –
something not known to anyone at all,
but wild in our breast for centuries.

An Altar for Jormundgandr

July 22, 2017 | Filed Under Altars | 2 Comments

Most of my recent Great Clay Experiment was a disappointment. I found the Premo! Sculpey almost impossible to work with, and then it lost its shape while baking, so the pieces were ruined. A prayer card holder with a warped support doesn’t work very well.

The one thing that did work well—although not as expected—was the Fimo Soft clay. Like Sculpey, it’s an oven-bake clay. It was easier to work with than the Sculpey, although it wouldn’t form a tile very well at all. I was able to coax a long slub and a small orb out of it. So, what is the natural thing to make with a long, thin piece of clay? A snake! So I shaped into a nice series of s-curves. I still had a fair amount left over, so I decided to make a squiggly stand to hold the Jormundgandr prayer card to go with it. I duly baked the pieces, then let them cool prior to painting.

The results!

Jormundgandr Altar July 2017

Jormundgandr Altar July 2017

This is set up on a corner of my Angrboda altar. Given that Jormundgandr is Her child, this seemed like a good place. (I am out of horizontal surfaces in my study for new altars, so more space-sharing is going to happen.)

The image is by Abby Helasdottir, and is taken from The Giants’ Tarot. It rests on the card holder I made. I washed the partially-dry acrylic paint with a damp brush, and it created a rippled effect, like looking at water, which pleases me. Jormundgandr Hirself is green with yellow markings and gold eyes. The gold egg is an energy container, symbolizing the magic and potential it contains. I painted it gold to represent the sacred nature of those energies, and to remind myself of the precious value of dreams and hopes.

It’s small, but it feels cozy, and Jormundgandr seems pleased as well.

Here’s a prayer I wrote to dedicate the new altar:
Hail, Jormundgandr!
Serpent of the deep,
Guardian of the borders
Between Here and not-Here,
Warder of magic!
Your presence reminds me
To set my own boundaries,
To enforce my own boundaries
When others wilfully or woefully ignore them.
Your presence reminds me
To be respectful of others’ boundaries,
As I expect mine to be honored.
Your presence reminds me
To guard my energies, words, and actions
That only my truest and best
Are brought into the world.
I thank You for the lessons and blessings
You bring into my life,
today and every day.

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